Soul Searching by Anne Carly Abad

Narrated by Anne Carly Abad

Soul Searching

Soul Searching by Anne Carly Abad — Illustration by Sue Babcock

Ex(pose)-self:
What I say, do +
The(ir.e) input

	--a gossamer film
over my estranged body

	who?

I slither along the
algorithmic stitching,
my searchable name and image:

I am cache, I am sound,
I am a link, I am a like
I am filtered. I am #tagged.
I am secured. I am hacked.
I am one, I am zero.

The electrons assume my very DNA
	so     many     pieces     of     me

in you, 
          in memory, 
                         in deletion

I keep typing my name in a box.
Enter
a stream of I am.

BIO: Anne is planning to take up gemology to expand her knowledge of shiny things. She was nominated for the Pushcart Prize for her poem &;quot;The Bitter Gourd’s Fate&;quot;, which was published by Niteblade. Her work will appear or has appeared in NameL3ss Digest, Apex, and Edwin E. Smith’s Quarterly Magazine. Her science fiction / fantasy novel, &;quot;The Light Bringer’s Kingdom&;quot; is soon to be released by Zharmae Publishing Press. Get a first look at her new book at:http://www.zharmae.com/our-authors/153-anne-carly-abad

Issue 52 is the ultimate issue of Liquid Imagination. John Arthur Miller (we called him Jam back then) had a dream, and made it a reality. He dreamed of Sophia, his muse, and how she would help him create a fusion of art and stories and poems and music. Sophia was on the cover of Issue 1, published online in the fall of 2008, and in memory of those days, she is on the cover of this last issue. For fourteen years she has kept Liquid Imagination in her heart, but now it is time for her to rest.

It’s been an unbelievable journey for me, and I have made so many friends. Of course, number one is Jam. And Karl Rademacher who helped me build my first website and made Silver Pen come alive. Kevin Wallis was Liquid Imagination’s first Senior Fiction Editor and what a great job he did! His selected stories embodied the vision of Liquid Imagination. John C. Mannone, our Senior Poetry Editor, has been a powerhouse, selecting poetry that is both beautiful to read, as well as thought provoking.

Brandon Rucker composed music for the site and was a poetry editor, and Bob Eccles was the voice of Liquid Imagination for many issues. Past poetry editors also included Sherri Ellerman and Chrissy Davis.

We had a series of highly talented fiction guest editors between 2014 to 2019, including AJ Brown, Samuel Barnhart, Perry McDaid, Maureen Bowden, Edwin Riddell, Gary Fields, and Shah Khan. Edwin Riddell moved on to be Senior Editor from 2019 until this very last issue.

And I cannot forget the hundreds of authors and poets and photographers and artists whose work we were honored to publish. I hope you will browse through the old issues and enjoy experiencing once again the wonderful variety of stories and poems published over the years.

For fourteen years we’ve read thousands of submissions, struggling to select the best ones to publish from all the great ones submitted. I sincerely thank all who made Liquid Imagination such a success, and a great joy for me. I’m very proud of the magazine and of all of the people who contributed in so many ways. I wish every one of you the best that life has to offer.

Signing off with a full heart
Sue Babcock
Publisher, Liquid Imagination